TINIG
My Dream Now and Then

IT SEEMS like it was only yesterday, I was a young boy enjoying the company of family and friends in the only place I knew as home—Ibaan. I was not aware of the reality of life then. To me, hanging out with friends and enjoying a bottle of gin at kaunting sayahan at kulitan was life. But as time goes on, I had to leave the comfort of home and try my luck in a foreign land to finally make something of myself to finally make it big, to finally achieve my dream. Now, here I am, living thousands of miles away, working 13 hours a day, 6 days a week—sometimes even 7—to make a living and to support the family I left behind.

I can't believe it was almost four years ago when I left my beloved Ibaan to take a chance in South Korea. Full of hope and enthusiasm, I was ready and very eager to fly. Yet when I look around now, I find myself living in a small two-bedroom place with nine other people, eating sinangag, itlog, ramion, and hot and spicy kimchi (a Korean cuisine). This is not exactly what you call a good life.

By the way, my name is Jun Torrano, 25 years old, single from Coliat, Ibaan, Batangas. At hindi naman sa pagmamayabang, sabi nga ng iba, artistahin ang dating...hehehe. I am one of about 150 Ibaanians working here. Some of us are here legally, but many are here illegally. Most of us were hired to do the special task we'd like to call 3D jobs (dirty, difficult, and dangerous). However, the job itself is the least of our concern; dealing with people from a different culture seems to be more of a challenge. Koreans are not easy to please; kahit tama ka, in their mind, you're always wrong. They are very bossy and often delay paying our salaries. Also, you better pray that you don't get sick because there are no benefits and absolutely no sick leave. You must show up for work or else... The idea of complaining or fighting back isn't a practical option because of fear of being reported to the immigration. Siguradong isusumbong ka nila and will immediately be sent back home.

Some of you may wonder how one gets here. It's actually quite easy. Just simply apply for a trainee or a tourist visa at the Korean Embassy in Manila then look for a job here with the help of some recruiters, and hope not to get caught and deported. The placement fee is 130 thousand pesos for the recruiter. And if you were hired as a trainee, it is 90 thousand pesos. But before you decide to do that, please continue to hear me out.

We spend most of our time here at work, but when we do get a chance, we enjoy ourselves by playing basketball and attending church to pray. Other than that, sa bahay lang kami nagpapahinga para walang gastos. We would rather send the money back home para magamit ng pamilya at maibayad sa ilaw. Everytime I call Inay, she never fails to complain about that PCA (Power Cost Adjustment) that Ibaan Electric has been adding to the electric bill. Ganun din ang akin mga kasamahan dine. To tell you the truth, I still do not understand what it means and why we have to pay that much. I hope our newly elected local officials will do something to get to the bottom of it. At least, kahit mabigyan man lang ng simpleng paliwanag. Aba, mahirap kumayod ng pera, eh. Anyway, now that the Christmas season is coming, super tipid muna talaga, so we can send "padala" o "package" para maging masaya ang Pasko ng pamilya.

Despite our difficult situation here, our spirit is intact. We are skilled workers and we take our jobs seriously. For example, we know most Koreans don't speak English so we take great effort to immediately learn their language so that we can break the language barrier. I am proud to say that I can now read and write in Korean. We truly do provide quality manpower to South Korea. Sometimes I can't help but wonder what would happen if we only had great leaders in the Philippines (from the President all the way down to SK representatives) who would take care of the public interest first instead of their own selfish personal interest, siguro asenso na rin tayo at maraming trabaho sa Pilipinas. That way, hindi na kami lalayo sa pamilya para lang magkaroon ng matiwasay na buhay.

It is lonely here. Kaya laking tuwa ko na lang when I found Ibaan Online, the website of Ibaan para sa mga taga-Ibaan, in the Internet na ginawa ng Ibaan Community Foundation. Through this powerful website, I can communicate with our kababayan and I can read news of what's happening. Para na rin akong nakauwi sa atin, at kahit papaano at kahit sa kaunting saglit ay napapawi ang lungkot na nadarama.

As I look back and reflect, I realized how much I've changed. The boy that came here four years ago full of dreams is now a man who just wants to go back home. Unfortunately, I cannot...at least not yet. Dahil ang butas na bulsa noong ako'y dumating dine ay halos ganun pa rin, maliban sa nag-iisang 100 dollar bill na aking pinagkakaingat-ingatan. Ganun pa man, I am thankful coz at least I have become a responsible son and a productive citizen to my country.

The point of my story is that sana magkaroon ng pagbabago sa ating bansa, unahin at simulan natin ito sa ating bayan para makita kaagad ang pagbabago. Kung nakakaya nating magpursige para makapaglingkod sa ibang bansa, siguro naman ay makakaya rin nating magtulungan para sa ikauunlad ng ating sariling bayan. I know I will because I truly miss home. Or as we say in Korean, "Ibaan mani pogoshipseyoo."

---------------
Unang nalahala sa Ibaan.net.


Karapatang-ari © 2001-2003 Tinig.com
at ng mga may-akda
Reserbado lahat ang karapatan